08 June 2013

"where have you been?"


The prologue of 2013 didn't start well for me despite the first post of the year being optimistic and all.

Knowing all your sacrifice to someone went to waste isn't really a good way to start the year.
 I remembered that moment when I could barely pull myself together. It was agonizing but I had my girls with me to help me get back on track. Not to mention him. But that's another story.

Now we move on from the sob story.

The second month of the year was a month of anticipation and survival. Main highlights? Our first PISMP allowance and B.I.G Phase 1 camp. Everyone was practically checking BSN online everyday to see the glorious 4-digits in our accounts to appear.
When it did, I jumped on the Samsung smartphone bandwagon by buying SII.
Had me feeling regretful afterwards since I knew the next 4 months after that was gonna be a mess on budgeting and saving.


Then came the B.I.G Phase 1 camp, the ultimate bootcamp from hell you might say from what the seniors told us since we first set foot on IPGKT.
I guess the Mundu/Suluk army incident played a minor part on changing the intensity level. I wouldn't say it was easy too but I'm glad I made it through.
 

The next big thing on our calendar was the School-based Experience. I decided to go back to SK St. Joseph, Penampang with 2 of my old schoolmates. It sure was a walk down memory lane especially seeing back some of my old teachers there.

The months that followed went by with the annual sports, clawing our way through the assignments and deadlines,performances,replacement classes at night and on Saturday and before we knew it, exams were finally around the corner.
I can't say how much effort I put into studying but one thing's for sure is that I can't brag about using the study week time usefully. And I'm sure as hell won't be expecting excellent pointers at the same time.


I actually don't know how to end this post. I keep apologizing and promising to update every time but I end up going against my word and only come back like after half a year.
I guess you guys just have to deal with it.

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