Things you want to say to an ex

I don't know what to say actually since I have lost all the composed words that I wanted to express. It's all a jumble of misery and regret and all I could think of are the things & efforts that I wasted on you.

I want all my stuff back just like how you promised you want to give them back.

I want you to pay back what you promised to pay.

But as time goes by, I am convinced that I am never going to get back those things from you. Part of me says its a good thing since there won't be any reminder of you just laying out in my room waiting to invoke certain memories that I suppress so hard since you're actually the first one to make me think that it was going to work out, to last. Pfft, look how well it ended.

You messed me up. Real bad. Never had I made so much bad decisions when I was with you. I sacrificed a lot and all I got were heartaches in return. 

I can't pray or hope for the best for you because being the asshole you are, I doubt you would find true happiness because you're the kind of guy who would waste every good girl that you can find and I pity for your future wife. 

You're only good for sweet-talking, breaking hearts (and wasting money).

  

And importantly,